What ignites me most during pregnancy is the magnitude of dynamic growth, change and creation that organically blossoms within me, with me, but also regardless of me. The knowing that this raw, creative, force pulses through each of us even when we are not procreating.
Energetically, the physical form of this dynamic power has sparked my own personal creativity, and set all my fears ablaze. In the process of creating what we are passionate about, fears boil up in our pot of insecurities and simmer in our pan of old stories.
I have been terrified to get pregnant again because of my previous birth story. I have been afraid to voice my truth because of pain I experienced when I did in the past. I backed down from designing because I didn’t make time for my dreams…because I didn’t believe in myself. But all these fears- they are also my creations, and they are mine alone to change.
Intuitively, we know what needs to happen to create: a human, an idea, an event, an experience, or a relationship. Letting go of the past allows space for exponential expression and growth. Follow me through my process…this season ends in December with the culmination of baby girl. There is no going back, so with fear or with peace…this is happening!